![]() ![]() That has been my journey for the past 20 + years. To be present! No ceremony or spells required. The hard part was to work on not allowing my pain body to overcome me and to continue to be conscious of it consistently. It was one of the most profound moments in my personal growth. My father and brother were both tortured with their mind. The relief I had from finally knowing I wasn’t crazy! My pain-body was overtaking me most of the time. I felt tortured because I was being tortured. It took a bit of time, but when I got to the part of the Pain Body and how my mind wanted to continue to feed it with obsessive thoughts and memories of past pain, I realized that was what was going on. ![]() ![]() As I started reading it, I noticed my mind was resisting it. I’d not heard of Eckhart Tolle, I’d read Neale Donald Walsh, Don Miguel Ruiz, and Depok Chopra. Then right before I was to travel to Tuscon, AZ for a firewalking ceremony, I received the book The Power of Now by Eckhart Tolle. I thought ceremonies would change my thinking ![]() I tried psychic readings, ceremonies, healers, crystals, and witchcraft spells. No matter how many books on spirituality, I read. I couldn’t seem to quiet it no matter how much meditation I did. I still was plagued by an overactive mind that kept me in a loop of overthinking and worry. I had begun the journey into self-realization. At that time in my life, I had released my attachment to the religion I grew up with and opened my mind to new views. Eckhart Tolle changed my life when I was given the book The Power of Now as a gift. ![]()
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